Is it just me? I have no purpose and if I have to empty the dishwasher or clean the house I’m going to scream. My whole life laid out - past, present and future and after 50 something, I still don’t know who I am inside. I’ve started a wellness journey because its been so painful to realize that I’m barely existing. To those who are NOT ME, it looks like I have an amazing life - a few challenges but nothing that can’t be overcome. I’ve material security and assurances of

Do you ever feel like a string vibrating too fast. Or does it feel like waves upon waves of adrenaline rushing though your body making it feel like you have been in the fighting pits of your favourite fantasy novel or escaping a tiger that just went AWOL from the zoo? I feel like this frequently, when I “feel” at all. I’m not trying to give the impression that I have no feelings. I do. My feelings though are complicated, conflicting, tightly controlled but explosive and