What Now?

Do you ever feel like a string vibrating too fast. Or does it feel like waves upon waves of

adrenaline rushing though your body making it feel like you have been in the fighting pits of your favourite fantasy novel or escaping a tiger that just went AWOL from the zoo? I feel like this frequently, when I “feel” at all.

I’m not trying to give the impression that I have no feelings. I do. My feelings though are complicated, conflicting, tightly controlled but explosive and erratic. In short I’m a mess and I need to figure myself out before I lose myself completely.

I’m starting this blog as a tool to document this new phase in my life. A place to hopefully be as honest and thoughtful as I can be. Eventually I may rearrange this site and reorient it as my journey unfolds. But here I am warts and all, ready to start a new chapter today and my big question is:

So I’ve got an idea, I’ve got a website, but WHAT NOW?